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From
Left to Right: Barbara Marciniak & friend Emil, Barbara Hand Clow
and Gerry Clow, Teri Weiss (Power Places Tours) and Lyssa Royal
April 24 - May 2, 1998 (Week One)
May 2 - May 10, 1998 (Week Two)
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In Bali, the darkness and the light
are interwoven into a balanced tapestry that profoundly affects
all who visit this mystical land. The Balinese believe in the
ultimate universal balance and that both light and dark must be
allowed into one's life in equal measure.
Only then can our lives be integrated and our
spiritual quests be undistracted by the lure of
that which we repress - our own darkness. This
allowance for both the dark and light is evident
in every aspect of society. The Balinese would
not ever think of building a private home or
business that did not have a temple devoted to
each aspect of a trinity: God, Human, and the
"Devil". Their philosophy is that if a
temple is made for the darker forces and they are
equally recognized as part of universal balance,
those dark forces will not wreak havoc in our
lives.
This philosophy is compatible with many in the
psychological profession - humans must
acknowledge their darkness so it does not have
power over them. Within the temples, the guards
often wear the sacred black and white checked
cloth that represents the integration and balance
of dark and light. In their mythological stories
this balance is always expressed, most notably
through the Barong dance in which the battle
rages on between the forces of light (the Barong)
and the forces of darkness.
In the story it is shown that the battle between
the two will never end and that the only solution
is by learning to live in harmony together. We in
the western world are not used to living in such
balance. We are used to repressing our darkness,
ignoring it, trying to conquer it, and hoping it
will go away. This, of course, is just an
illusion for we too must resolve our own inner
battles with the dark and light by learning
tolerance, compassion, unconditional love for all
aspects of creation, and ultimately complete
integration and balance.
Our group's journey in Bali was profound to say
the least. We had many adventures and though the
group had experiences as a whole, each and every
person had their own experiences and their own
private darkness to face. Each member was called
upon to dig into the corners of their soul and
bring out a part of him or herself that they had
not wanted to face. In this article, we will
discuss the group journey and the lessons learned
amidst the backdrop of paradise - a land of
mystery, magic, and deep spiritual healing.
Week One: The Conference
The conference during week one was held at the
idyllic Nusa Dua Beach Hotel outside of Denpasar,
Bali. We had 58 people, all English speakers.
Most of the group was from the USA although there
were some from Canada, Belgium, Switzerland,
Japan, England, and Austria. From the beginning
everyone noticed the odd ratio of males to
females. There were 9 men and 51 women!
During the week at Nusa Dua, our time was divided
between presentations by the teachers (Barbara
Marciniak, Lyssa Royal, and Barbara Hand Clow),
visits to temples, group activities, shopping
expeditions, and free time. From the beginning,
the tour sponsors (Power Places Tours) wanted to
create a tour in which all the teachers worked
together by attending each other's lectures and
weaving their work together into one tapestry.
These three teachers had worked together before
and knew that they could work in harmony. At the
end of the tour, participants commented how
surprised they were that the teachers worked so
well together with no competition and only
genuine love and support of each other. As many
know, this is a rarity. Each teacher was given
individual time to teach and much time was given
for group discussion and processing with the
three teachers simultaneously.
There were many themes that were addressed in the
teachings during Week One but in a general way
they would include: The Balancing of Dark and
Light, Personal Empowerment, Activating Ancient
Codes and Memories, Spiritual and Emotional
Healing. From very early on it became obvious
that the energy of Bali was affecting the entire
group. As the days went by people's hearts began
to open, first revealing old wounds and finally
revealing the joy of living in perfect harmony
with spirit and matter. To visit Bali is truly to
enter the 4D reality.
It is impossible to write about each and every
revelation and experience, however, several stand
out and so those will be shared. And this is only
in week one!
During one of the group processing sessions, a
woman asked why there were so few men. This
opened a whole can of worms! One by one each man
stood up and revealed his pain and opened his
heart to the group about how difficult it is to
be a sensitive man in a society that does not
support that kind of vulnerability. By the end of
the sharing, there was hardly a dry eye in the
house. From that moment on, the men received a
lot of special attention!
Shortly after this session, Lyssa gave a
channeled session that was a total surprise to
her. She channeled the archetypal Mother Goddess,
who instructed the men to sit in a circle
together. The women were then instructed to sit
surrounding the men on all sides. The beautiful
being then began to channel through a deep
healing to the men via the human goddesses
surrounding them. First the healing began
personally for the men, encouraging them to go
within their hearts and bring out the wounds for
healing. Then the healing extended to the
patriarchy throughout time. The women continually
poured love into the men, some of who broke down
in tears and moved through issues that they had
not been able to touch until this time. Once the
emotion subsided and the channeling ended, all
the women embraced the male group physically. At
that point, the group dropped even more
resistance to the healing that Bali provides and
surrendered to a commitment to nurture each other
during the tour. As the days went by, hearts
opened even further. This brief summary cannot
even begin to capture the profound experience
that happened this day.
One evening, our group assembled in the on-site
temple on the grounds of the hotel for a
Pleiadian activation by Barbara Hand Clow.
Barbara, who is part Cherokee, is known as being
an amazingly powerful ceremonial leader and this
night was no exception. Indonesia was
experiencing a frightening drought, but during
this ceremony the clouds broke, lighting shot
across the sky, thunder shook our grass hut, and
rain poured down-threatening to electrocute
Barbara through her microphone! The next day we
heard that the forest fires on an adjoining
island had been extinguished from the rain.
Coincidence or not, our ceremony was perfectly
timed and amazingly powerful. The next day
participants could tell something had changed
deep within them but most did not have the words
to describe the profound shift.
During one of the several channelings given by
Barbara Marciniak, the Pleiadians led the group
through a connection and healing with their
ancestral lineage. This experience affected each
individual differently but was extremely
powerful. After it was over, many participants
were walking around with a stunned look on their
faces. At this point, so much was happening in
Bali that we had lost track of what was going on.
The group simply surrendered to the process.
Our first pilgrimage to a Balinese temple was to
Tanah Lot - a breathtaking temple on the shore
next to a pounding ocean. They were having a
public ceremony and so we were required to dress
in traditional Balinese costume to be allowed
into the temple. Men had to wear sarongs and
sashes and women had to wear sarongs, sashes, and
long sleeve blouses or the traditional lace
Kabaya that is worn by Balinese women. We soon
got used to this costume (hot as it was) because
since most of Bali is a temple, we had to dress
this way for most of the trip!
At Tanah Lot we filed in with the locals and sat
on our knees in a tight group while the Balinese
Hindu priests said prayers. In the background we
heard the traditional melodic gamelon music that
is quite trance inducing in itself. After the
prayers, the priests went through the group
anointing each person individually with holy
water and rice. The combination of the gamelon
music, the heat, the crowding, the costume and
atmosphere led an exotic quality to the
experience that helped us shed our resistance to
the unknown so we could surrender to the moment.
Many people have taken power place tours to sites
such as Peru, Egypt, and the Yucatan. However, it
is quite rare to take a power tour to a culture
that is still living its tradition. It is even
rarer still, as a western group, to be welcomed
with open arms into indigenous ceremonies. As the
weeks went by, our group learned more about
custom and polished our wardrobe and our
behavior. By the end of the tour, our very large
group had become infamous in Bali (who does not
receive many visitors that are spiritual
seekers). Locals began tugging at our clothes and
telling us how great we looked. The stares were
polite, kind, and sometimes curious. We were
always treated with the utmost respect.
Our second temple visit was to Ulu Watu, the site
where a Balinese Hindu priest ascended. This
temple was high on a bluff overlooking a
turbulent aquamarine shoreline. We were granted
the privilege of the priest giving us a private
ceremony. We assembled, in full costume, with
great reverence. Comic relief was provided by the
monkeys who have become so adept at thievery that
they can sneak in and steal an earring or a set
of eyeglasses without the owner noticing until it
is too late. This site had a special frequency
that was felt by all and was the final ceremony
for the group who was departing after Week One.
That night we went as a group to a restaurant and
were given a private performance of Balinese
dance. Some of the Balinese dancers are so adept
that you can tell by their eyes that they are in
a total trance as they dance. Somehow they have
the ability to bring the other dimensions through
their bodies as they dance. It is awesome to
watch. That first week we were also privileged to
see the Ramayana Dance (the story of Rama and
Sita) and were also struck with the intensity of
the dancers.
During our very last group meeting together, we
were blessed with a story that was shared by one
of the participants about the passing of her soul
mate from the physical plane. He was a shaman and
practiced conscious living; however, this did not
prepare her for his conscious death. He cured
himself of cancer and once cured he told her it
was time for him to leave. She resisted, but the
next morning she found him meditating with a
blissful expression. He came back to say good-bye
and gave her one last kiss and then departed.
Since then he has made his presence known to her
in the most humorous and poignant of ways. As she
shared this story for the group, most of us were
in tears. It was truly a lesson in conscious
living and dying and the infinite nature of the
spirit. What a way to end the first week of the
tour!
Week Two: The Journey
Twenty of our group members left after the first
week. Our numbers were down to 38. We prepared to
travel inland to Ubud,
the center of the arts and crafts of Bali. After
the bus ride, we settled into our rustic
accommodations at the Ananda Cottages in
Ubud. During the second week we no longer had a
conference as the focus of our time. Instead, we
traveled to the many
temples, experienced Balinese dance, arts, and
music, explored Ubud, and had short sessions with
the teachers.
The absolute highlight of our adventures was a
ceremony at Kasiman Village. It was the temple's
birthday and people traveled
from all over the island to attend this ceremony.
Thousands of people jammed themselves into the
temple grounds. Our guide
Sugina prepared us for what we would see at this
ceremony.
In this ceremony, all universal energy was
encouraged to enter whether dark or light. One
part of the temple grounds was
devoted to cockfighting. The bloodletting brought
in the energy of darkness. The priests sat in the
temple in deep meditation
and the ceremony they held brought in the
energies of light. The temple was filled with
people participating in the priests'
ceremony. During this ceremony, the energy
brought in was so intense that many men and women
spontaneously went into
trance. They began to flail and yell. Priests,
family, and friends restrained the person and
took them out of the temple. Dozens
were removed from the temple and paraded around
the cockfighting arena, complete with music,
prayer, and lots of priests
sprinkling holy water.
It was amazing to see these people opening to
spirit and integrating the dark and light
energies inside them. It felt as if they were
doing it for the entire culture to insure the
balance remains in check. No one around these
people was alarmed by this behavior.
They were acting as if it was something they saw
every day.
The climax of this trance experience was when
they began to use the kris knife. Once the spirit
inside them peaked, they
reached for a kris knife (a curved and sharp
ceremonial knife) and began trying to puncture
their chest and heart with the knife.
Being imbued with spirit, the knife does not
puncture the skin. It is amazing to watch. One
man (perhaps not imbued with
enough spirit) indeed did puncture his skin and
his shirt was covered in blood. When a frenzy was
reached, the priest sprinkled
them with holy water and they calmed down.
These people were marched three times around the
cockfighting arena and then brought back into the
temple. By this time most
of them were more calm, but were still in trance.
The priest then said prayers, sprinkled holy
water, and they emerged from
their trance state.
After the trance ceremony was over, they had a
processional out of the temple. A particularly
profound moment occurred at
the end when the women left the temple carrying a
huge cord made up of the black and white checked
cloth. The woman at the
end (perhaps acting as the energetic ground) was
shaking and crying from the energy. At that
moment we had a realization that
perhaps females ground and integrate the
polarized energy on Earth and perhaps this was a
symbolic interpretation of that idea.
Everyone in our group was deeply affected by this
experience. Not only did we stand in full costume
in the high humidity and
heat, squeezed into a crowd of thousands, but we
too were exposed to the energy they were
attempting to channel and
integrate. It changed us on very profound levels.
We also journeyed to such sacred spots as the
Elephant Cave, Monkey Forest (with a powerful
temple to Shiva), Lake Bratan
and its temple Pura Ulun Danau (possibly one of
the most idyllic spots on Earth-pictured above),
the temple at Mengwi, the Bat
Cave (the entrance to the Balinese underworld),
Mt. Besakih, and more. Our final hotel was right
on the beach at Candi Dasa,
another idyllic spot, before our overnight in
Malaysia and the long journey home.
There is economic crisis going on in Indonesia at
the moment and even rioting in Jakarta. However,
the island of Bali remains
untouched by this chaos and still remains an
important destination for spiritual seekers who
want to experience a living culture
with all its mysteries. Though so much happened
to our group during our stay in Bali, the most
significant lesson was the
importance of the integration of the dark and
light energies. We were shown a living culture in
which darkness can be integrated
so it does not have to create chaos in daily
life. This culture walks in spirit twenty-four
hours a day through their constant
offerings and prayer. To visit Bali is to enter
the 4D on Earth. Those who visit cannot remain
untouched and when they return to
their 3D lives they will always bring a little bit of the balance
of Bali back home with them.
Copyright 1998, 1999, 2000 by Royal Research International.
All Rights Reserved.
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